What is she DOING?

So it may seem that im kind of all over the place w the painting..but there is a method to my madness..
Lack of perfection has been standing between me and expressing myself for years
So my new method is to paint regularly
With abandon
Even if it turns out Bad
To get to a point where ive practiced enough
That it becomes good
Learning as i go
And embracing the good..bad ..and unmentionables
Until voila
Good art
Meanwhile
It makes me happy
And feel alive
To be making something
On a regular basis